That it was what it was, worked the words instead of goals So I go to sleep and wake up for the rush A feeling I can trust, this music *** is paying me enough Now it ain't *** changed, no I chase it for the love I don't take breaks, no discussions, tell myself I must work Going around and taking this for us But in time, time, I keep taking it from us But what's the objective, it keeps changing Every month, now every week, every day, every minute Now I'm on an older starting line, afforded me is worthless I don't wanna tell myself if I can walk a mile then I can run a hundred When I'm finished, line inside the one that showed what I'm becoming Anything that you want, anything that you need Girl you know I got you, every week of the month Every day of the week That you were what you are, *** with me at the start Then up and leave me tomorrow, you're ever capricious as *** So maybe I gotta go run off a cliff just to keep you in brawl What will happen when you're sleepy or bored? A pace turned away from me while I fall And once my body meets the surface, at last we use so much as even to compete in the floor I doubt it, I somehow really doubt it Yet I insist and meet your gaze, always professing Loudly, I'll be anything that you want, anything that you need Girl you know I got you, every week of the month Every day of the week Thought I am what I will, seeking to stay to myself What can we brand in my will? God damn it, I failed Cause for all the capital bill, I haven't actually healed In fact, I would go on and say I'm now half just as well as I was years ago And in battle, I fell and succumbed to the shadows My parents and cast, which I then held around an elaborate scale I'm good, I'm good Self-sabotage, embedded in my code Feed these demons, it's all that I know Anything that you want, anything that you need Girl you know I got you, every week of the month Every day of the week But why I gotta be like that? Stuck on repeat like that What can I say? That's always been me, my bad Killing me is my bad, what?