Look, I remember they would laugh at the kid
And don't tell me that you ain't laugh cause you did
I probably was laughing with you trying to keep it hid
I didn't want to open up because my dream was too big
At the time I wasn't young and who would ever think
I'm capable of doing something we ain't never seen
Could've gave up from all the friends they projected on me
You could learn a lot by studying who not to be
But I couldn't blame them,
they didn't know better It just didn't make
sense and I started putting it together
We all start off with a dream but some give up on the end deal
Sorry but by any means I'll make it through this time it wasn't
I'm not sure what it's gonna take for me to get it done But I know
that if I stop I'm gon' be satisfied Don't wanna go to my grave,
say I never won
But if I do then I won't let you say I never tried
Cause we all know that I got my family on my back
And I go through * and I don't wanna be exact
Cause I grew up learning how to fight and I
react Don't question me how I got where I'm at
If you ain't ready for the doubt then don't pursue
it dawg I'm not a quitter but even I got a white flag
Don't take it personal,
I'm not talking about you at all I really just want you to listen,
I'm not the type to brag
God knows with my talent I extend the
garment But I was telling y'all it's a habit
But deep down it would kill me every time it would ride me
No I'm not giving them all,
I don't need you to remind me
Of how hard it can get,
I'm already aware and I'm gon' do it anyways
If not I'd rather take the chair and
please mind the business that pays
Why you acting like you're Kurt cause I been at your on my own
Don't you think I know it ain't fair?
I seen what it did to the hoes from my childhood
You know I'm from it,
I ain't saying it cause it sound good
If a story ain't make you cry I bet you mine would
Never seen a vision make you far I bet you mine could
But I'm not sure what it's gonna take for me to get it done
But I know that if I stop I'm gon' be satisfied
Don't wanna go to my grave, say I never won
But if I do then I won't let you say I never tried
Cause we all know that I got my family on my back
And I go through * and I don't wanna be exact
Cause I grow up learning how to fight and I react
Don't question me how I got what I'm at