And I miss you, miss you, miss you, but it's all good Cause I see, see, see you, and it's all good I'm never playing the victim, I'm trying to better my living See I've been paving the vision for my little brother and sister We all be tired of losing, they tryna see someone winning These niggas doing the same, they tryna see someone different And if you die today, you think you made it to heaven Ain't no wishing, we ishing, this ain't 1111 God took my cousin and I was calling him brethren But I know it's a plan, so I ain't ask no questions I'm on the verge of the lottery, so they plod on me And just know when I get it, it ain't no stopping me And even though you done stepped on me, ain't no stopping me I won't die living a lie, so who gon' ride for me now? I put the Bible V down, feeling like I can see now All the love that I showed you and now you acting senile It's so different when people switching, it's unforgiving But I'm just doing this for people I still wish was living And I'm just putting on for people that had left me early They my angels and they was there when my vision blurry And they was there when them private school girls they be dirty And they'll be there when they write my 30 for 30 I play the villain so a lot of people feel heroic Like I'm the reason you breathing but you just never know it I know some people believe in me but they never show it And all the people that's leaving me, them the ones I owe it to