It's the first day I'm home And the second I pulled in my driveway I know that there's three little words That I want you to hear But I back out each winter, each year It's the fourth day I'm home And I've walked past your house at least five times I know that there's only six seconds Till you see my reflection in your window Alone, out in the cold You're leaving in January Dreaming of life past merry holiday moments The ones that I've chosen to hold to my heart We'll make our last memory, but I won't remember Getting messed up on Christmas till the end of December I think that's much better To forget it forever There's seven wonders of your mind And eight times that I've wanted to try To tell you you bring me up to cloud nine But I don't wanna fly without you by my side You're leaving in January Dreaming of life past merry holiday moments The ones that I've chosen to hold to my heart We'll make our last memory, but I won't remember Getting messed up on Christmas till the end of December I think that's much better To forget it forever If my fairytale ending gets slower and lower Then twelve days of Christmas won't end very sober I hate that I love you And I don't know if you do too It's the tenth day I'm home And there's only eleven more minutes Before you get on your flight at twelve Don't want nobody else I wanna say that, but I know that I won't