I got all that I wanted
I wake up with a smile but
Every goddamn evening
I'm a mess, I'm a mess
There's a ghost in the corner
That I'm hiding from with my eyes shut
But it always comes creeping
I'm a mess, I'm a mess
I'm stuck on the one
In a race I've already run
I wonder how does it feel
To be king of the hill
I'm caught in a loop And I don't know what to do
I wonder when will I fall through
Can't you see that I'm a cheater?
Can't you see that
I'm faking?
My friends they tell me
What's right and what's wrong
Is to be found inside me
Oh come on, don't wanna call them liars
But I can't believe a word they say When they say I'm fine
Cause I'm a mess,
I'm a mess I'm stuck on the one
In a race I've already run I wonder how does it feel
To be king of the hill I'm caught in a loop
And I don't know
what to do I wonder when will I fall through
Can't you see that I'm a cheater?
Can't you see that I'm faking?
Yeah,
here I go again I'm back where I began I wonder where's the exit?
Can't you see that I'm a cheater?
Can't you see that
I'm faking?
Yeah,
here I go again I'm back where I began
I wonder where's the exit out?