♪ Thinking back to some fried days where I was far out but you were in close Turns out my brain fried and I can see a disappointment with my eyes closed But I choked down another shot Meanwhile the young man glocked with some brown skin and some rough hair On the wrong end of a tough spot Unqualified and irregular Understand they call me David in the street Or maybe Peter, I'm uncertain I just know I let the pressure get the best of me The best of me he has yet to see Cause the fear I have of looking out of place Fisting like I'm on another planet And I know for certain he can see the space I run away, I change my number, often turn my back But thankfully you never do I fall and I fail, you always prevail Honestly that's why I'm looking up to you I'm too messed up and too flawed Too held down by these scars Yeah I run to and from and some for you But I may not make it that far, oh no Oh no oh no oh no oh no oh no Oh no oh no oh no oh no oh no Oh no oh no oh no oh no Oh yeah oh yeah oh yeah Oh no oh no oh no oh no Oh yeah oh yeah oh yeah Oh no oh no oh no oh no Okay listen as of late man I've been going through it, ooh And my trust issue starting to show too I'm cut deep but I hide it well Lord But here right now I'll let you in the womb Inside the room I can't feel your hands I'm out of touch and I'm out of plans Independence is my greatest trait We're talking spiritually it is my biggest cancer It's deep Standing in the need Father can you see me? Living in the middle in the gray and I bleed All this hurt that I hold makes chasing you half-heartedly Honestly feel oh so heavy like a Chevy Totally surrender y'all I'm ready Let's cut to the chase you're the bank of machete You're a light in the dark in my dreams like a Freddy Oh my God I have some flaws But you're making use of me An anomaly who's gotten comfortable What you're running for is what you're saying to me I'm a soldier on the front lines You ain't built me tough so I can run and hide Yo I can't gotta go hard in the pain Till I feel like walking on the inside On the outside of your thin lines I'm a brain cell in a big mind I'ma keep kicking till I can't fight Where I'm out of life I'll run out of time I'm on the grind for a cause And I always bite for my dogs I stay down ten toes I'm a real friend when it comes to my God yeah Oh Tonight I let it all go Oh I really wish I could control Control Yeah I give you my soul Soul Yeah you can have it all Oh Don't deserve it but you give it to me You give me everything What would I be if you hadn't saved me What would I be without you I would've always let it break Oh yeah Take it Oh yeah Mercy Oh Mercy Oh Oh Mercy Oh yeah Oh Yeah Thank you for listening And allowing me the chance To pour my heart out Yeah Oh Yeah Just wanna thank God Oh Oh Oh Oh Oh