In the pages of my Bible, there's a hundred dollar billCause if Jesus doesn't save me, I know Benjamin willIf you ever had to wonder how you feel about faithThere's no better way to find out than a gun in your faceTwice my size, head to toe tattoosDrug crazed eyes, had a soul from youJust my hands wrapped tight round my King JamesI'm so sorry Jesus, but it's Benjamin's dayI'm so sorry Jesus, but it's Benjamin's dayI'm so sorry Jesus, but it's Benjamin's dayBut I don't want your money, he saysJust shut your mouth and get inSo I pray to God to let me live, let me liveWhisper mercyThe garden of the gods is where he broke my prideHe was thinking of his, I was thinking of mineIt's amazing where you go to when you're trying to surviveI saw the angel and the devil as he ruined my lifeI was thinking about Jesus when they nailed him inHow he had to study to forgive their sinsI looked in his eyes and I made my peace with himI made my peace with himI prayed mercyI prayed mercyI prayed mercyShow me mercyMercy, please mercy, mercyI told my friends I've been broken by a manAnd then they broke me in a way I guess I'll never understandThey said my spirit of lust had thrust him on meAnd then they turned their backs, disgusted like I was uncleanAll those years spent believing I'd lastI thought that I'd be dirty for the rest of my lifeIf you said love, I'd be terrifiedTill I went and found the girl who lost her world that nightTill I went and found the girl who lost her world that nightTill I went and found the girl who lost her world that night