I twist the cap off the Jameson bottle, yeahMy aim is to swallow my grief, my pain and my sorrowIt seems the places that I go, the danger would followSo hollow, my 38 stainless chamber with hollowsThey say I'm * my kidneys and my liver upSipping up liquor up to take a piss and fill a river upCouldn't get enough, wouldn't give it upJust fill a cup, getting drunkCause when I was getting drunk, I didn't give a *Blame it on the alcohol, was my favorite songMe and T-Pain was on the same * till the break of dawnWake up in my driveway, I'm blownHow did I make it home? They say I'm wrongWhen I got hungry, * it, I ate PetronasLanded my first DUI, cause I was major fadedI hit L.A. County Jail, these niggas gang relatedI bailed out by the bottle, I couldn't wait to slay itDamn, I'm a real alcoholic, but I just hate to say itWordThere's nothing wrong with what I gotGoing on in this red cupYeah, I'm turned, yeah, I'm so stuckI'm so low, I'm on oneMy team is getting loud, I gotta drown them outCloset full of skeletons, they busting outDevil at my back, he trying to ride me downDeath is at my door, he trying to take me outMy team is getting loud, I gotta drown them outCloset full of skeletons, they busting outDevil at my back, he trying to ride me downDeath is at my door, he trying to take me outThought I was good, cause I never got in an accidentBut I got drunk, pulled out my gun and shot it on accidentI gotta relax with this and practice abstinenceI almost blasted my own homie, pictured him inside of an ambulancePictured him dying, cause I couldn't put the liquor downPictured me dying, cause I couldn't put the liquor downBlood pressure high as a bitch, they had to sit me downIn the emergency room, god damn, this * is getting wildI'm stuck in the bed, the nurse is trying to offer hopeHeard the doctor tell her a joke, said I was a walking stroke* made me think of Nate Dogg, damn, my heart was brokeSeen him at the hospital days later, that's all she wroteMade me think of my uncle, he was only 50, *He died in the same hospital, that biggieHis memory lives, but he ain't get to liveI made it out of ER and twisted the henny lidsThere's nothing wrong with what I gotGoing on in this red cupYeah, I'm turned, yeah, I'm so stuckI'm so low, I'm on oneMy team is getting loud, I gotta drown them outCloset full of skeletons, they busting outDevil at my back, he trying to ride me downDeath is at my door, he trying to take me outAn alcoholic's anonymous, I'm not anonymousHi, my name's Dominic, here's what my problem isI break open bottles and then I'm breaking promisesI like to get * up more than I thought I didI'm getting money like a drug dealerStill sneaking bottles out the club, niggaLiquor got me moonwalking, see the glove glitterAbuse is a bitch and I'm in love with herI made it out of ER and twisted the henny lidsIt's kinda cold and I'm getting highTake me to a psychiatric hospital