Sometimes I think about why you left, was it my fault, was it easySometimes I block it up at the end, I disconnect from our feelingsAll my life I thought that actions speak louder than wordsBut I started thinking how different I'd be if I heard you tell meDon't deal in lies, don't play with truth Stay and fight when the odds are stacked against youAll your advice on falling in love I hear you telling meWhatever happens, I have your back But they're memories I don't haveI told myself you'd turn nothing away But then all of your shame became weight on my shouldersConvincing myself it would all be okay Like having faith that we're no war without soldiersAll my life I thought that actions speak louder than wordsBut I started thinking how different I'd be if I heard you tell meDon't deal in lies, don't play with truth Stay and fight when the odds are stacked against youAll your advice on falling in love I hear you telling meWhatever happens, I have your back But they're memories I don't haveBut they're memories I don't have*