Tonight is the night.I can feel it.I'm going to make my meditation breakthrough.Get all the way to the closing bell without moving or opening my eyes.I start to feel the pins and needles buzzing in my feet as a rush of podcast memories floods my quiet brain.I try to meditate as much as I can, like every day, every other day.We all got a demon that we fight.Like, I know a lot of people don't really talk about it like that, but I don't really care, though.I got to deal with it because I ain't no fool.Now, you believe in yourself or you believe that you're going to be successful.You need to depend on that and no external validation from anyone else.