I am not sure of myself I'm not sure if I can be what I'm not but I'm here And I, I felt lost and alone All the choices I had to make And all the girls I could phone And I don't know if I'm going to hell but I hope not Especially after all these thoughts What I could do All the acts that I could pull through but I don't know I am not sure what to think I'm not sure whether I know what to do when I'm there And I, I really hope that I don't *** it all up, I pray that I don't look like a homo And I don't know if I'm going to hell but I hope not Especially after all these thoughts What I could do All the acts that I could pull through but I don't know And I don't know if I'm going to hell but I hope not Especially after all these thoughts What I could do All the acts that I could pull through but I don't know