One bad night, there was a light up in the skyOkay, okay, okayAnd Monday night, never seemed so far awayOkay, okay, okayLost my life on the farthest sideOkay, okay, okayMy father's eyes, they ran like the rainOkay, okay, okayAnd mama was never too scared to fly, so she took the trainOkay, okay, okayHolding on to life with everything I possibly could giveThe thought crossed my mind, over space and timeThis is what it isThinking I'd die for nothing, thinking I'd die for nothingMakes me wanna live, makes me wanna liveKnowing I'd die for something, knowing I'd die for somethingMakes me wanna live, makes me wanna liveAnd baby, it's now or never, I'm holding this pace foreverThat's how I wanna live, that's how I wanna liveAnd ever since then, I don't do what I gotAnd let go of what I'm not todayAnd ever since then, I've been working on a plotTo manifest my fears awayI'm coming back to lifeFor good, for good, for goodFor good, for good, for goodFor good, for goodMemorial Day weekendMy father sleeping, my girl creepingOur brothers at a party, mama on the AmtrakDoctor came in so late to get his hands backAnd he stands there, and he stares atYou saw the look on his face, what you staring atAnd what I'm feeling now, it feels so barren nowI feel like nothing ever mattered, never cared or howI felt forsaken, God, must be mistaken, GodI feel like hating, God, you put me under SatanI'm 28, I'm about to leaveI'm so cold, I'm about to freezeLord, please, break out the sorceryNo war was me, no war, no war was meWas this part of your plan, was it supposed to be?Weren't you my safety net, weren't you supposed to be?Yep, most of love and swords power next to meAll these hours left to be, but these thoughts devour meOf my family on their knees, and these flowers shower meNo horse power left in me, only coward left in meSo I cower at your feet, like you want us all to beLord, the darker the valley, the harder to climbI swear to God, I'ma see the sunI'm going back to lifeFall, fall, fall, fall by meFall, fall, fall, fall by me