Take my time, I'm writing, trying to master peace
I don't wanna live in fear of my decease
If I could write a song and put my thoughts at ease
I'd do it in a second, that's the main objective, anyway
Focus on my method, all these songs are separate
I see a bigger picture, I just can't connect it
I focus on my words, so much I start sweating
Sometimes I wish that I could speak without a censor
Steal around my wrist, pain through my blood
I feel so alone, I wish I never was
I still know the feeling of a super drone
I know what it's like to wish away a buzz
Some may never know what it's like to feel this way
Wake up every morning, pray and meditate
Try and be a friend, but ships, they float away
All I do is work, of course I'm getting paid
Misunderstood, now that's a concept
Solo mission through all my conquests
All this money ain't buying happiness
I miss the connection that you don't get from text
Take my time, I'm writing, trying to master peace
I don't wanna live in fear of my decease
If I could write a song and put my thoughts at ease
I'd do it in a second, that's the main objective, anyway
Matches after matches lead to good nights
City feeling small because of one night
I don't know her name, but she knows mine
I told her once already, this is one time
She stays in my phone for when I'm lonely
When that board gets really empty, I get phony
I don't know me anymore
All I know is that my demon's at the door
Can we talk about it?
Sometimes I'm loneliest when I'm with my friends
It's hard to explain, especially to them
I'm standing in front of people, but never with
I talk to myself like I'm going crazy
I share my experience, someone save me
I know what is asked, but nothing's changing
I pray to above, still hear my demons
I look in the mirror, stranger I'm seeing
Take my time, I'm writing, trying a masterpiece
I don't wanna live in fear or my decease
If I could write a song and put my thoughts at ease
I'd do it in a second, that's the main objective, anyway
When I go outside I hear, what's up G?
That last song that you dropped, was really dope
You gonna blow if you keep at it
That line about the addicts and the phones
How you come up with that, dawg, I need to know
Well, first off, I'm an addict
And all my friends are always mending their doors for us
Always on their phones when I'm with them If it dies they start trippin'
I'm not kiddin' All my lyrics and my songs, I really live them
I bet you most my friends gon' be offended when they hear this
Never know the damage till you see the bill Focused on the bad, you'll never see the real
Numbin' all the pain, you'll never feel the same
Never feel the same Like it's really precious when you almost lose it
Couple stories, probably never see the music I know what they mean when they say
When you comin' from the bottom, you don't ever wanna talk about it
Take my time, I'm writin', tryin' to master peace
I don't wanna live in fear of my decease If I could write a song and put my thoughts at ease
I'd do it in a second, that's the main objective anyway
Take my time, I'm writin', tryin' to master peace