Dried eyes and I'm trying to stay sober More I die, the more I get older Hard to fight when you want it to be over Imagine texting your friend and the mother respond I'm running to the bathroom, I just need a minute Put the smile on, know I'm next to go All my body has to feel the way I'm feeling I wanna go I gotta know I'm too early but I miss my friends Dried eyes and I'm trying to stay sober More I die, the more I get older Hard to fight when you want it to be over I wish it had cold, but where's your last thought? Could it have done something different? I don't know better You and I, we're trying to stay sober You tried and I made it past October I feel a 5G cause they all know I should get up It's so crazy to you, it's so normal to me I'm feeling numb, numb till I don't feel nothing I'm always feeling shitty but my story's not finished I wanna go I gotta know I'm too early but I miss my friends Dried eyes and I'm trying to stay sober More I die, the more I get older Hard to fight when you want it to be over I wish it had cold, but where's your last thought? Could it have done something different? I don't know better You and I, we're trying to stay sober You tried and I made it past October Choose a night, make a lie, tell everybody that you're taking out Breathe, it's a thing about suicide Cause I, I'm not ready to die Choose a night, make a lie, tell everybody that you're taking out Breathe, it's a thing about suicide Cause I, I'm not ready to die Thanks for watching!