It was a Saturday night, with my man, we didn't have a story He told me, baby, come see, we're going to do a little tour at the Square No problem, I was on time, we both love each other We both help each other and we enjoy a healthy relationship It had been 3-4 months and we were fine, we had nothing But whatever, we were fine, so come on, this famous evening, let's take a walk We'll go far, I promise you, I think we love each other too much As time goes by, I see him brushing his eyebrows, I soften What's going on, baby? Tell me you have a problem It smelled like rust, but I'm stupid and I stayed He told me, you see all your friends, I'm starting to hate them too much But baby, I rap, I like what I do, they're friends My man gets mad at your cars and breaks your doors I didn't expect him to raise his hand on me ***, if I knew, believe me, I'd be far away I think we love each other too much ***, if I knew, believe me, I'd be far away I think we love each other too much ***, if I knew, believe me, I'd be far away I was lost, panicking on the sidewalk I wanted to go home, no noise, one o'clock in the morning It's too late, he tells me, I stay with me It's nothing, it'll pass, one minute later I just felt my ribs break When you're sick, you say nothing, you're in a box and you're in a box Your tears flow and your skin is going down and down He picked me up, made a mess of me and then he said to me Shut up, Melanie, and tell your mother you're a martyr The words are too soft, the blows are too violent Then he gave me shots, now they're flying I was sick and I didn't say anything, I was scared and I suffered I closed my eyes, lowered my head, that's all I suffered Love is blind, but I saw it all, it was written Unfortunately, I hadn't read it all I was sick and I didn't say anything, he threatened me with death I was lost, I was scared, but I think I had time I was sick and I didn't say anything, When you're sick, you say nothing, you're in a box and you're in a box Your tears flow and your skin is going down and down I was sick and I didn't say anything, I was scared and I suffered When he told me to shut up When you're sick, he says nothing, you're in a box and you're in a box Your tears flow and your skin is going down and down I was sick and I didn't say anything, I was scared and I suffered During six months I endured, I ought nothing to say Promising me if he did it again I would leave But they remained the same I was too scared he would kill me I was too scared of him, of his deeds, I was too scared to be beaten He had managed to make me believe That nothing would stop him, nor the police, nor my mother, nor my hope Yet there is no syrup Now I know There is no syrup to erase all these traces he left me It's in a trauma with blood on my face That my mother composed me the 17th for a testimony Call the firemen, call the firemen But you don't know how to see How it hurts when a man is beating you I'm talking about big wounds, not small scratches like in a con Since when love is a fist, a stick to chase Since when you hit me and you ask me to get rid of it Since then I've been begging God to give me back, I wanted to get rid of it But only God is just, so God bless me That's when I said I love you That's when I discovered what it was like to get hit The scars and the open mouth It's been four years but I don't forget I fall asleep with that I get up with that It hurts Understand that I cannot give you my heart Understand that I cannot give you my heart I was too afraid that he would kill me, too afraid that he would kill me Understand that I cannot give you my heart Understand that I cannot give you my heart I was too afraid that he would kill me, too afraid that he would kill me Understand Understand that I cannot give you my heart Understand that I fight for the street, that I fight for my money, what's the use of it since my brothers are killing each other Too many drugs in the night, hatred in the hearts, which one will I lose tomorrow and ask me if I'm afraid All my brothers in the hills, who live the rifle on their shoulders For all my sisters in the dark, who have lost all hope Understand that I cannot give you my heart Understand that I fight for the street, that I fight for my money, what's the use of it since my brothers are killing each other Too many drugs in the night, hatred in the hearts, which one will I lose tomorrow and ask me if I'm afraid *