I never thought I'd survive
I never thought I'd survive that war
Wars in my head when they broke my heart
Regain all the things that they stole from me
That's my peace, my energy
It's funny how they made me think I'm easy to lose
That shows I was naive and easy to break too
All of the fantasies they made me believe
That's stupid but I still did
But I ain't hurting no more
To be honest, I'm so grateful
I needed that heartbreak
I needed that heartbreak to love myself
I needed that heartbreak
I needed that heartbreak to love myself
Spend more time at the gym
I just focus on me
I ain't giving a ***
Cause I've been giving *** to the wrong people every time
I don't wanna lose myself again
I don't wanna waste my time again
Cause it's draining and it's tiring
I don't wanna feel that pain again
So I'm setting me free from the traumas they gave me
I'mma leave that all behind
Won't come back to the things that destroy me
I swear I'mma leave that all behind
Cause you knew you got me, knew you got me
Yeah, you knew you got me
So don't worry sweet thing, I pulled through
I am fine
But I ain't hurting no more
To be honest, I'm so grateful
I needed that heartbreak
I needed that heartbreak to love myself
I needed that heartbreak
I needed that heartbreak to love myself
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