today i don't wanna go there too much to carry on my shoulder don't say it's part of getting oldertoday i don't wanna go i ripped the zipper off my bag and hide it so i'll never have to knowwhat lives inside it even though i'm the one who packed iti don't wanna face my decisions even though i'm the one who did this i don't wanna open upthis heaven avoiding everything to stop the dizziness that i look around talking on mymouth saying words that i don't wanna let out keep it like oil and water taking a break fromthe front of the daughter today i don't wanna go there too much to carry on my shoulder don't sayit's part of getting oldertoday i don't wanna gowent too fast but there's no way to slow downjump too high now i can't look at the ground it's too loud but no one's making a soundi'm tootired don't feel like figuring it outtoday i don't wanna go there too much to carry on my shoulder don't say it's part of getting oldertoday i don't wanna goi don't wanna go therei don't wanna go nowi don't wanna go therebaby today i don't wanna go there it's way too much to carry on my shouldersdon't say to me it's part of getting older babyi don't wanna go i don't wanna go