I think I messed with the wrong demons inside my head Cause it just seems all they wanna get is revenge All the people with them, they could be my family My mother told me life would be fun I'm in the deep end, it's dark and it's scary in here Treading water is hard when you've chained to the pier As my mother, she loves me, I feel her fear Promise you one day this love will disappear I've been on a lowdown, I'm looking for a warm up In between the lines, you might see me in a blur Gonna hold up my hand for you I've been on a lowdown, I'm looking for a warm up In between the lines, you might see me in a blur Gonna hold up my hand for you I've been on a low, low, low, low I've been on a low, low, low, low I've been on a low, low, low, low I've been on a low, low, low, low You give me a substance designed to enlighten my mind Consequences are fine as long as I'm high With the needle it feeds me, I get what I want Stumbled on the place I belong That's just a moment in time but the feeling will end On the train wreck, my friends say I'm a beautiful mess But they lie all the time and they swear they know best They don't feel the weight of the world on their chest On their chest I've been on a lowdown, I'm looking for a warm up In between the lines, you might see me in a blur Gonna hold up my hand for you I've been on a lowdown, I'm looking for a warm up In between the lines, you might see me in a blur Gonna hold up my hand for you I've been on a lowdown In between the lines, you might see me in a blur I've been on a low, low, low, low I've been on a low, low, low, low I've been on a low, low, low, low I've been on a lowdown I've been on a low, low, low, low I've been on a low, low, low, low I've been on a low, low, low, low I've been on a low, low, low, low