You said you never cried
But you sobbed on my shoulder saying goodbye
And I got lost on those days
But
counting your freckles never lost my place
And I
wonder if you still think of me
the same way
I didn't want to die
Cause I had something to lose
I was riding a high
Cause every song was about you
I wanted happy ever after But ever isn't happy after you
I found comfort in my snoring Like how home
is in the floorboard creaks in the morning
And you changed silence for me Used to make me anxious,
now it helps me sleep
And I wonder if you hold your pillow now
instead of me
I didn't want to die
Cause I had something to lose
I was riding a high
Cause every song was about you
I wanted happy ever after But ever isn't happy after you
And I keep falling I think I'm still falling
But I,
I don't want to die I want something to lose