As days pass, your presence is unsettlingTwo weeks pass, your tears can't make me move a muscleSoul, three weeks pass, the very sight of youImpuriates me, four weeks passYou're tearing apart my thingsAnd wishing you had never met meI wish I could say that it's been youAnd not meBut I was born this wayAnd nothing on earth can change itGone through the same thingTime and time againI patiently await the dayThat someone comes to teach me how to loveWhy can't I learn?Why can't I learn?Can't read hopeWhy can't I cherish anything?Do you know what it's likeTo have all interests fade in a month?I'll find the plainliest今日はIn a perfect priceAnd throw her awayWhy can't I love?Why can't I care at all?Why can't I cherish anything?Cherish anythingYou won't fall in no time at allWhile I'm stuck here lost and cursedA wall that you have with meI promise I'll die with my own heartThis is my curseI'll die before it endsThis is my curseEighteen years have passedAnd nothing has changedGot so much time to liveBut I will never loveWhy can't I love?Why can't I care at all?Why can't I cherish anything?And love is not an option for meLove will always be just a dreamBut I'll be stuck in this thunderous nightmareAll of my lifeLove is not an option for meLove will always be just a dreamLove will always be just a dreamBut I'll be stuck in this thunderous nightmareAll of my lifeAll of my lifeLove is not an option for me