As days pass, your presence is unsettling
Two weeks pass, your tears can't make me move a muscle
Soul, three weeks pass, the very sight of you
Impuriates me, four weeks pass
You're tearing apart my things
And wishing you had never met me
I wish I could say that it's been you
And not me
But I was born this way
And nothing on earth can change it
Gone through the same thing
Time and time again

I patiently await the day
That someone comes to teach me how to love
Why can't I learn?
Why can't I learn?
Can't read hope
Why can't I cherish anything?
Do you know what it's like
To have all interests fade in a month?
I'll find the plainliest今日は

In a perfect price
And throw her away
Why can't I love?
Why can't I care at all?
Why can't I cherish anything?
Cherish anything
You won't fall in no time at all
While I'm stuck here lost and cursed
A wall that you have with me
I promise I'll die with my own heart
This is my curse
I'll die before it ends
This is my curse
Eighteen years have passed
And nothing has changed
Got so much time to live
But I will never love
Why can't I love?
Why can't I care at all?
Why can't I cherish anything?
And love is not an option for me
Love will always be just a dream
But I'll be stuck in this thunderous nightmare
All of my life
Love is not an option for me
Love will always be just a dream

Love will always be just a dream
But I'll be stuck in this thunderous nightmare
All of my life
All of my life
Love is not an option for me