I've spent the last year trying to dissociate
With a dream in my tub to sweat out all the pain
I managed my symptoms, but the crisis remained
With the world up in flames, I'll be learning how to play
Is this what matters now?


If only I could reach somebody
Who spared my suffering
Which time I have để
For the rest of my life
With an eye gaze
Without looking to the past
Mum, why didn't you tell
Tell me Bennie, how did you do?
I curl my toes over the edge
I'm above the canyon
Trying to edge my path
But love without loss
Is a layer of the dead
And I'll find my path
That don't have to begin
It's easy to distract
Myself until the end
From a trauma
Cause I won't pay
Till there's no options left
I'm above the canyon


Is a layer of the dead
And I'll find my path

From a trauma
Cause I won't pay
Till there's no options left
From a trauma