I've been oscillating, I've been taking on way too much I've been pleasure chasing, I've been taking it way too much Cause I got lost in it, and I'm so tired of it I think it's time, I'm the first to let myself, you can get in line You don't have to understand for me to feel alright Got paranoid, chained to myself, call me an escape artist The pain and sorrow that I know too well, I'm not gonna live without it Cause I got lost in it, and I'm so tired of it I think it's time, I'm the first to let myself, you can get in line You don't have to understand for me to feel alright I'm the first to let myself, you can get in line You don't have to understand for me to feel alright She makes me feel amazing, her eyes like stars I'm gazing Let's go far like raising, I won't let nothing phase me I'll give her everything but I can't keep myself waiting I love myself like I'm the only one that's still breathing I'm the first to let myself, you can get in line You don't have to understand for me to feel alright I'm the first to let myself, you can get in line You don't have to understand for me to feel alright I'm the first to let myself, you can get in line You don't have to understand for me to feel alright