Girl I gave my heart to you, but you took my love for grantedCan you tell me what did I do, cause I just don't understand thisGirl you made me look like a fool, the way you got up left and then you vanishedWhy you gotta be so cruel and so demanding, put you first before me but you took advantageThis * crazy, yeah girl you played me, had me thinking that that was my babyTook a risk every night to make sure we was right and make sure everything was gravyMan I'm sorry Kian, you said it wasn't my name, listen when you try to save meI wasted all that time when I cut a grain, back in Cali close to VegasI don't know what's going on with me, but I've been drinking Coney hard as *I don't know what's really wrong with meBut sometimes I feel like just being myselfI don't know what's going on with me, but I've been drinking Coney hard as *Man I don't know what's going on with me, but sometimes I feel like just giving upOh I'm still searching, waiting, standing on the edgeWatching, learning, how to love againHold up cause I gotta thank God that we hereI swear to God this * ain't fairCause I don't really know who to trustTrying to find love not lustYeah I'm in a rush to successAnd I ain't trying to be selfish or impressedNobody, they gon' hate on you and do they bestAnd they gon' wanna see you feeling not progressedI just wanna reach a millionSo I can get my family outWhy these niggas and they feelingsI don't know what this is all aboutAll I know is that I made itHad to get some patienceNow I'm across the nationDoing all these showsI ain't * hoesLike why we gotta do thisYeah, ay, I was just stupidYeah, cause I ain't think you was gon' do thisYeah, and that's what had me all cluelessMust be blind as * cause I ain't see this comingYou ain't wanna talk about itYou was runningGave you all of me the fancy things and moneyGave you my heart, you finesse and took it from meOh I'm still searching, waiting, standing on the edgeWatching, learning, how to love againOh I'm still searching, waiting, standing on the edgeWatching, learning, how to love againOh I'm still searching, waiting, standing on the edgeWatching, learning, how to love againOh I'm still searching, waiting, standing on the edge