Part time hard, got me feeling this way 20 years old, I'm in a mud wave Sitting by my time, watch the stand now lady Crocodile tears getting lost on me Six days of a weekend, talk *** to my best friend But she don't even think it's real yet Emotion changing like the seasons all in my head Can't control that around it, make em all heal To a mountain like always, a sunny day to a whirlwind Part time hard, got me feeling this way 20 years old, I'm in a mud wave Sitting by my time, watch the stand now lady Make it make sense cause it's lost on me Yeah it's lost on me, take a bath three weeks for I know what to say Spent about three months waiting for a replay And now we're running right back again Gonna leave it in the past someday Let me set the stage like it's cabaret Chasing my past down a one way street It's lost on me It's lost on me