Something's got a hold on me lately No, I don't know myself anymore Feels like the walls are all closin' in And the devil's knockin' at my door Out of my mind, how many times did I tell you I'm no good at bein' alone Yeah, it's takin' a toll on me Tryin' my best to keep from tearin' the skin off my bones Don't you know, I lose count Control when you're not next to me I'm fallin' apart right in front of you Can't you see I lose control When you're not next to me Yeah, you're breakin' my heart, baby You make a mess of me Proud of Maddie Proud of me, so I want your body Like a fiend, like a bad habit Bad habits, how to break when I'm with you Yeah, I know I can do it on my own But I won't back down for no more Black magic, and it takes two Proud of Maddie Proud of me, when I'm with you I'm a medic And I need some relief My skin and your teeth Can't see the forest through the trees Got me down on my knees, darling, please Oh, I lose control When you're not next to me I'm fallin' apart right in front of you Can't you see I lose control When you're not next to me Yeah, you're breakin' my heart, baby You make a mess of me Oh, I lose control When you're not next to me I'm fallin' apart right in front of you Can't you see I lose control When you're not next to me You're breakin' my heart, baby You make a mess of me