When do I feel it, when do I feel it in my bones That kind of breathing, whispering mysteries to my soul I think it's when I lose control We can't keep fighting for a steady life so I'll ride the wind like a feather toward home When do I see it, when do I understand this better After the ashes, when will the pieces come together I think it's when I lose control I know it's when I lose control But we can't keep fighting for a steady life so I'll ride the wind like a feather toward home I'll ride the wind like a feather toward home With hope With hope When I die, my body will say goodbye to the things that held me down to the fear that kept my head in the sky When I'm gone, my heart will carry on past the valleys I call my own where my questions and concerns will please together And so I'll ride the wind like a feather toward home The wind like a feather toward home When the bow's about to break from the wind that hell can throw And my body's shot from fighting it with everything When will the calm that was here before crack the clouds and sorrows stir I think it's when I lose control I know it's when I lose control But we can't keep fighting for a steady life So I'll ride the wind like a feather toward home When do I leave? When do I understand what's going on? When do I leave? When do I understand what's going on? When do I leave?