I'm part of the last generation that remembers Tamagotchis Roller ringing, hockey playing, hanging with the Cosbys I feel like I'm drinking just to keep myself from thinking How my generation lost me, alcoholic offspring Rolling through the city with some model from the club Born in Oklahoma, now she Hollywood as *** Tell me she don't want a model, now she wanna be an actress I'm just trying to introduce her to my mattress But oh my god, it's that summertime stain The reap around the corner, the water feel great And I'm supposed to be like all these other niggas Talking about the same *** We just speak in very different languages Hey, I don't know what the *** I'm doing here But that's okay, I feel alone for the first time And I'm like, hey, I don't know what the *** I'm doing here But that's okay, I feel alone for the first time I look for answers in novels, I keep it home on my dresser Never the favorites, the students, coaches, and college professors Brad Easton, Ellis, and Crichton get me through all the days When I feel like I wanna blow my spirit away So caught in the madness, so stuck in the moment So numb to the cold, it's so lavish ***, top of the palace, upper class list And wow, I hate it, maybe just enough to vacate it Cause the more I learn in Los Angeles, the less I think about saying so Oh my god, it's that summertime stain The reap around the corner, the water feel great And I'm supposed to be like all these other niggas Talking about the same *** We just speak in very different languages Hey, I don't know what the *** I'm doing here But that's okay, I feel alone for the first time And I'm like hey, I don't know what the *** I'm doing here But that's okay, I feel alone for the first time In a while, in a while, in a while We just speak in very different languages Hey, I don't know what the *** I'm doing here But that's okay, I feel alone for the first time And I'm like hey, I don't know what the *** I'm doing here But that's okay, I feel alone for the first time In a while, in a while, in a while