I smoke a blunt to take the pain out and if I wasn't high I'd probably try to blow my brains out. I'm hopeless, they should have killed me as a baby and now they got me trapped in a storm. I'm going crazy, forgive me. They wanna see me in my casket and if I don't blast I'll be a victim of the bastards. I'm losing hope, they got me stressing, can the lord forgive me? Got the spirit of a thug in me, another sip of that drink. This Hennessy got me queasy, don't wanna hurl, young nigga take it easy. Picture your dreams on a triple bing and it sings. Don't underestimate the power of a bing to the homies on the block. Banging rocks with your glocks, put this tape in your box. When you running from the cops and never look back. If they could be black then they would switch off and fly on them buster ass bitches. The Lord knows. The Lord knows, the Lord knows, the Lord knows, The Lord knows. The Lord knows, the Lord knows, the Lord knows, The Lord knows, The Lord knows, the Lord knows, The Lord knows, The Lord knows, The Lord knows, The Lord knows, The Lord knows. I wonder if the Lord will forgive me and bury me a G. I couldn't let my adversaries worry me and every single day it's a test. Wearing bulletproof vests and still a nigga stressing over death. If I could choose when that nigga die. Figure I'll take a puff on the blunt and let my trigger fly. When every day it's another death. With every breath it's a constant threat. So watch your step. You can be next if you want to. Who do you run to? Murdering niggas, look what it's come to. My memories bring me misery. And like it's hard in the ghetto, it's insanity. I can't breathe, got me thinking what the hell got. Cause I done suffered so much, I'm feeling shell shocked. And drive by's an everyday thing. I done lost too many homies to this mother***ing game. The Lord knows. The Lord knows. *** them 5-0's cause they after me. Kill me if they could. I never let them capture me. Done lost too many niggas to this game. Homies died in my arms with his brains hanging. ***ed up, I had to tell him it was alright. And that's a lie and he knew it when he shook and died. My God, even though I know I'm wrong, man. In the sea make a nigga think he strong, man. I can't sleep so I stay up. Don't want to *** them bitches trying to calm me down. I ain't giving up. I'm getting lost in the weed, man. Getting high, living every day like I'm gonna die. I smoke a blunt to take the pain out. And if I wasn't high, I'd probably try to blow my brains out. The Lord knows. The Lord knows. The Lord knows. The Lord knows. The Lord knows. The Lord knows.