I
told myself to think it through
To follow logic, not my truth
Every choice a careful plan
But I'm still breaking where I stand
Numbers don't
feel the pain
Charts and rules
can't explain
Logical betrayal hide The hurt that lives inside
Wisdom says to let you go But my heart still says no
I'll play it smart,
I'll play it cool But love doesn't follow rules
Every step feels pre-decided In
what I left uninvited
I'll measure fear
like
equations But they lead
to frustrations
