The way I'm shooting myself is steeper than I thought But that's okay, because gifts sometimes make me weak Carry the load like everything, the earth shifts mountains In my psyche live the lies, wolves in the herd I've been hiding for too long, like Sergo and the U-Bahn I drive around in the underground, never to the Kudam I smoke red behazel, I smoke OG Orang-Utan I don't need more than the faith in myself and access To the beat they're too sick, they're defecating the masses They're calling for a panic ambulance, I get a kick like Mulan Please leave your cow alone, I don't want a compliment You're whining to Kahn, big beak, but no plan What you're talking about, I don't talk into the mic I write daily, even after double layers, your tickle I operate Cruz, I cover up like the king once said I miss the kill a lot, your blood splashes like fountains I shed tears because I'm so ashamed of the murder Father, please forgive me if I mention your name again While I walk the stage, I rob your souls Only an honorary hand on my tail when I stand in front of the crowd The N stands for nothing, but A stands for aggressive L stands for love, but I only love the music I stand for ignorance, forever unknown Never change for fame, stay trapped in the underground N stands for nothing, but A for love I stand forever because I never give up I write these parts until I defeat myself No one else makes me so crazy, like the shape in the mirror Nothing but love always sits in my room at night Swing the ball, I write, I write bullets for the Nina Kiff Thousand joints and reefer bite, I trip over the weed Through the darkness, I don't have a pale shimmer How long do I need to become more sensible? Nothing seems to be more inevitable than to die a sinner I open the window, run barefoot through the shards Take what I want, you just have to run after the blood Follow me to hell, because there you can take revenge But you can never return, after it happened No one wants to pay the price, I don't see what the problem is If I really want something, I'll get it, I don't care If I don't even have a millisecond of joy afterwards I like to go to the ground, I don't need a reason for that So many have already sinned, I wasn't even surprised It feels like I was allowed to enter into a partnership with him Of course I said no, although a deal like this Where nowadays it's pretty popular Do you think I'm so naïve? You don't get anything from me I'll stay at 96 forever until I'm in the grave N stands for nothing, but A stands for aggressive L stands for love, but I only love the music I stand for ignorance, forever unknown Never change for fame, stay trapped in the underground N stands for nothing, but A for love I stand forever, because I never give up I write these parts until I defeat myself No one else makes me so crazy, like the figure in the mirror I stand forever, because I never give up I write these parts until I defeat myself No one else makes me so crazy, like the figure in the mirror