The blood rush into my head, I'm hanging upside down All the noose is tied around my feet, my head is above the ground The blood that's dripping onto my bed, I'm choking while I drown And I'm more than just a press, but I'll never make a sound And the bottle's kinda empty, antidepressants can't help me I'd like to go now, I wanna find my home now I need more than just a zenny, not suicidal, just not happy Surrounded in my own doubt, when I die my ghost won't be proud Gave the world to everyone and they all betrayed my trust, yeah A girl who's just looking for love, boy, the crowd is filled with lust We're born in a shitty place where people look for war So put the gun to my head, cause what the hell am I fighting for And the bullets are attempting, my heart is turning cold I'd like to go now, I wanna find my home now I need more than just a zenny, not suicidal, just not happy Surrounded in my own doubt, when I die my ghost won't be proud