People think I'm crazy, say my mind gone Cause I can't leave the house without my father People think, yeah, yeah People think I'm crazy, say my mind gone Cause I can't leave the house without my father It's gon' take a year to see what I'm on And all my kids still rich the day I die Came from a little to a lot of all this money We done ran up, ran up, ran up Mama say you better not let these n****s Trick you out your spot, it's time to Man up, man up, man up I'm slippin', fallin', I know I've spent all my time and all my life Tryin' to make sure we on Not for show, go These n****s be lazy as hell, but hustlin' out the door I put the whole family on my back, going out like When I walk in and out the house, I'm strapped Anything feel the wrong way, I'ma blow Anytime, better watch how you act You gon' act anyway, act like you know Feel like I've been through this *** a million times When I came up there and showed no love Ain't never asked for no vouchers That's why these n****s be powerin' out for the tensions Soon as I come in the room And ain't no one said it out loud They say, how you feelin'? Why you keep holdin' an NU? How can I get it a voucher? I'm three different freaks Like three Missin' my big brother G You gon' end up mixin' drinks For him and my daddy in heaven Get mixed up with me You can listen to them n****s all you want to You ain't gotta listen to me Last n****s play got lit like a tree And it ain't even Christmas Came from a little to a lot of all this money We done ran up, ran up, ran up Mama say, you been a lady Trick you out your spot, it's time to Man up, man up, man up I'm slippin', fallin', I know I spent all my time and all my life Tryin' to make sure we on You know I been doin' this *** for us You know I'm from the door From the start Without me, I'd have been straight I'd have been kicked back I'm sittin' here with all these M's All this fake love, all this fake fame And I'm still livin' like I don't give a I know people ain't do it But they still, they think they supposed to be livin' The way I don't even really wanna live Burglaries, robberies I can't find no time I need inside my dreams I didn't see my brother bleedin' on the side of me Oh Lord, please don't let them murder me Billy G, T Came up out the streets, can't find no peace Where do I go? Mama gotta bring new home I done moved on pro for my other novels When I'm down, I don't like to talk Only thing I know is take em off My shame and scars, can't take it off 30 mil, stay in the red gloves I ain't wanna be here, I apologize Instead of sayin' I'm sorry First child that I'm supposed to have Died inside, I named her Ari I been hustlin' for my family Reaper on me, can't get him off me Hurt inside, it made me act this way But them people still gon' *** me Front of streets and that's what taught me I been dealin' with my pain Don't tie my brain for a fake lawsuit Told my engineer my girl don't bring a thing But convulse him Half a million on a diamond ring But more what your love cost me You should know what all this bring Came from a little to a lot, all this money We done ran up, ran up, ran up Mama say you better not let these Chick you out your spot, it's time to Man up, man up, man up I'm slippin', fallin', I know I've spent all my time and all my life Tryin' to make sure we young Oh, oh, oh, yeah Oh, oh, oh