I got some deep scars from a little black heart that's miles awayI sent it back in after I saw what it did and I couldn't believeAnd now my chest hurts from the hole that I dug, it's getting harder to breatheI'm really gasping, wishing I could turn back and that would fix everythingFor once in my life, I might as well live itAlong with the bad times, just happy to be thereSo it's my timeI'm really gasping, wishing I could turn back and that would fix everythingI know it sounds selfish, I'm really not like thatWe live and we die for thisSo now my head hurts and it's only getting worse every time that I thinkI feel like choking, every time I have to sing, it's getting harder for meAnd now my stomach hurtsAs long as I'm in love, it's so hard to leaveI feel a bad painMoving through my chest and my knees start to shakeMy knees start to shakeIt's bringing me downThis is my lifeI might as well live itAlong with the bad times, just happy to be thereI'm really gasping, wishing I could turn back and that would fix everythingAlong with the bad times, just happy to be thereSo this is my timeI know it sounds selfishI think I'll have some ice creamWe live and we die for thisOne thing missing every time I step outsideOne thing missing every time I step outsidemissing every time i leave and try missing every time i'm far there's one thing missing every timei leave for months missing every time i lose control missing every time that i've got somedeep scars from a little black heart that only make me stronger and now i don't sleepseeing any relief that gives me some perspective this is my life i might as well live italong with the bad times just glad to be livingand this is my time i might as well share itbuti'll give you all my moneywe live and we die for thislovei'll give you all my moneyi'll give you all my money