I got some deep scars from a little black heart that's miles away
I sent it back in after I saw what it did and I couldn't believe
And now my chest hurts from the hole that I dug, it's getting harder to breathe
I'm really gasping, wishing I could turn back and that would fix everything
For once in my life, I might as well live it
Along with the bad times, just happy to be there
So it's my time
I'm really gasping, wishing I could turn back and that would fix everything
I know it sounds selfish, I'm really not like that
We live and we die for this
So now my head hurts and it's only getting worse every time that I think
I feel like choking, every time I have to sing, it's getting harder for me
And now my stomach hurts
As long as I'm in love, it's so hard to leave
I feel a bad pain
Moving through my chest and my knees start to shake
My knees start to shake
It's bringing me down
This is my life
I might as well live it
Along with the bad times, just happy to be there
I'm really gasping, wishing I could turn back and that would fix everything

Along with the bad times, just happy to be there
So this is my time
I know it sounds selfish
I think I'll have some ice cream
We live and we die for this
One thing missing every time I step outside
One thing missing every time I step outside
missing every time i leave and try missing every time i'm far there's one thing missing every time
i leave for months missing every time i lose control missing every time that i've got some
deep scars from a little black heart that only make me stronger and now i don't sleep
seeing any relief that gives me some perspective this is my life i might as well live it
along with the bad times just glad to be living
and this is my time i might as well share it
but
i'll give you all my money
we live and we die for this
love
i'll give you all my money
i'll give you all my money