Evil door,
Malkovich, yo, yo
The weight of the world weighing on my brain in pain
I've been paying since my first name,
what's the saying?
Life's a bitch, nah, it's what you make it, nah
It is what it is, that's my statement
Put the world in a word,
I would have to say patience
And we wonder why we call them patients
Everything was a game and now all you got's the dock
And this clock,
I think the metaphor is heaven's door
Knock and listen for some kind of
echo back But I heard it's just black,
don't tell me that
Tell me you saw paradise,
clear blue skies Tell me you saw Christ,
tell me lies,
we got spies
But the ones who know for sure switch sides And
reside somewhere out there and left us all down here
We living in dead folks' dreams,
in between What they seen is obscene and it's coming for us too
Till then,
may your glass always be half full Yo,
it's been easy living and I ain't scared to die
I know that's a lie,
yo,
never was carefree,
gee,
never me Only social with my cup full,
liquor calms the beast But it bring another one out,
so I live between demons Look close at my face and you
can see I'm like lesions Don't claim no allegiance
to no prince or no regents No religion or no regions,
no rhyme or no reasons That line in the sand's deceiving,
it blows out with the seasons So I change with the wind,
we stay in agreeance Been waiting for these
winds to ease up But if I wait any longer,
I'm gon' freeze up
So ante up,
we up,
them variables are burying you You let them,
so forget them,
just pay no attention
To the tension,
not to mention life's layers,
none disappear
Each new one push their own ones
deeper Till death gives you a breather
And I ain't eager to see Saint Peter So
tell his ass I'ma see him when I see him
Not a second too soon, neither
It's been easy living,
but I ain't scared to die
You know that's a lie,
yo,
yo,
peace to Sam Cooke
All the soul singers couldn't have seen
All the trouble this life would bring ya
Laugh when kids sang they carols,
staying straight and narrow
Ain't no repay for our curious nature Apples fall close to the tree,
I see
Swore my dad would never be me Now here I am in exile in myself,
locking key
But this cage here,
I made it,
it's some * I created
And all I gotta do to break it is believe I'm free
Well that's the trick,
ain't it,
the only one that matters
Till I figure it out,
fall back,
cause I got my own madness
In this world of black adders and ladders,
the light's out
Why you acting like you know what happens?
Why doubt?
Eight tenths of this don't make sense But that's belief though
Believing it becomes real,
that's all you need to know
Yo,
it's been easy living,
but I ain't scared to die
I believe that's a lie, yo, yo