Trying to hold my head up I've been thinking about this mess we've made Cause I shouldn't have to blame myself Took what was taught as gospel But I don't have a clue where to go from here Cause I'm almost breaking, can't you tell I don't even understand why I'm still here I just need a minute to go through with it I don't even understand why I'm still here I gave you my all but you still want more I thought you were proud but it's not enough Tried to sell me a lie that you thought I'd buy But you don't decide, just thought I'd let you know Just thought I'd let you know Just thought I'd let you know Not trying to play the victim I just needed to get this off my chest It feels like my senses have kicked in I don't even understand why I'm still here I just need a minute to go through with it I don't even understand why I'm still here I gave you my all but you still want more I thought you were proud but it's not enough Tried to sell me a lie that you thought I'd buy But you don't decide, just thought I'd let you know Just thought I'd let you know Just thought I'd let you know I gave you my all but you still want more I thought you were proud but it's not enough Tried to sell me a lie that you thought I'd buy But you don't decide, just thought I'd let you know Just thought I'd let you know Just thought I'd let you know Just thought I'd let you know