I'm holding back right now Cause I'm numb to what's around I miss the life I used to have with you right here Now everything has turned to gray And I'm blacking out the shades for now Let me be sad, even for a little while Just a chance to catch my breath Let me be sad, even for a little while Cause it's all that I have left And all I see are the memories I don't wanna lose it then Let me be sad, let me be sad Can you see it in my eyes? I've been dissing Cause I can't tell if it's the end or the beginning I know I haven't been myself, I'll admit it And I put up walls so if I burned any bridges Just know I'm doing everything I can to try and fix it But knowing me I'll probably miss it These voices get so vicious Feels like I'm ripping stitches I wish some days I could go back Before life changed us so fast That time is gone and I know that So please let me be sad, even for a little while Just a chance to catch my breath Let me be sad, even for a little while Cause it's all that I have left And all I see are the memories I don't wanna lose it then Let me be sad, let me be sad I'm doing everything I can to try and fix it But knowing me I'll probably miss it These voices get so vicious Feels like I'm ripping stitches I wish some days I could go back Before life changed us so fast That time is gone and I know that All that we have is a moment So please let me be sad, even for a little while Just a chance to catch my breath Let me be sad, even for a little while Cause it's all that I have left And all I see are the memories I don't wanna lose it then Let me be sad, let me be sad Let me be sad Let me be sad I miss the life I used to have with you right here Now everything has turned to gray And I'm blacking out the shades for now