I didn't know if I would ever feel the same
The way I used to feel before you'd gone
I didn't know if the ache would ever go away
I only knew I had to go on
I know I should've noticed it was coming
But I just wanted to pretend I was blind
I don't know if you ever
really loved me
Or maybe you were just passing the time
Well I guess you'll never know But I finally let you go
And the
rain may be falling on my window
But I feel like I'm coming alive
Yesterday I was trying
so hard not to cry
But today I feel fine,
let it rain on me
I know you always thought I'd stay here waiting
Just in case you wanted to come back home
But you never thought I might start healing
Maybe I just would not want you back home
Well I guess you'll never know But I finally let you go
And the rain may be falling
on my window But I feel like I'm coming alive
Yesterday I was trying so hard not to cry But today I feel fine
Yesterday I was trying so hard not to cry But today I feel fine,
and I'm not losing
my mind
So today I feel fine