No, I know I'm a walking contradiction and it shows
Got a history of being in control I'm aware that I could end up here alone
But then we spoke I had a backbone made of glass and then it broke
Now I stay up and I'll wait here by the phone If you're ready, all I mean is we could go
I've never craved someone's attention
As much as yours thought I should
mention that
I'd bet all my money that I will lose to you and hand you my life
Here's the hope and you're worth all my time
I might barely know you but still don't love you yet but probably will
Turn me into something tragic just for you
I'll let it happen
I'll let it happen
But it's fine
Cause I can tell that I'm projecting half the time
I lack context so I've made up all these lies
It's just the only thing that helps me sleep at night
And now I'm looking in the mirror
You made me vain I can't believe I have to be hurt
I'd bet all my money that I will lose to you and hand you my life
Here's the hope and you're worth all my time
I might barely know you but still don't love you yet but probably will
Turn me into something tragic just for you
I'll let it happen
I'll let it happen
I'll let it happen
I'll let it happen
I'll let it happen
I'll let it happen
You've turned all my skies to pouring rain
Locked me out the house again
Is this how you see me now?
I'm reeling and I might
Break the windows, let myself back in
Lost it for a minute, babe
Get my together
It's whatever
But I could die
Now it's over
Imagine that you're probably out somewhere
While I'm in my underwear
Eating through my feelings
I'm still reeling
But it's fine
Thank God that you're not seeing this
I'll spare you from everything
If you would still have me
I'll be waiting
All my life
I'd bet all my money that I will lose to you and hand you my life
Here's the hope and you're worth all my time
I hope you're worth my time
I might barely know you
But still don't love you yet
But probably will
Turn me into something tragic
Just for you I'll let it happen
I'd bet all my money that I will lose to you and hand you my life
Here's the hope and you're worth all my time
I hope you're worth my time
I might barely know you
But still don't love you yet
But probably will
Turn me into something tragic
Just for you I'll let it happen
I'll bet all my money
I'll bet all my money
I'll bet all my money
I'll bet all my money
I'll bet all my money
I'll bet all my money