I don't even know what the *** to say here. These difficult days can be the greatest prize. You know the saying, a blessing in disguise, learning a million life lessons that both my parents tried. I kind of wish I listened more and opened up my eyes. But listen, *** it, that's enough now, here we go, yo, yeah. But when you're young, you know, we never listen. We take for granted the little things in the life we're given. Many Christmases and birthdays, now the things I'm missing. And believe me when I'd say it, go back in an instant, crazy thinking, I started in my grandma's basement. Laptop on my mic was full of inspiration. I couldn't stop writing these lyrics, felt what I was facing. Who would have thought kids around the world would message me relating? Damn, I'm truly blessed, I know, can't ever rest, I won't, just do my best, I go, yeah. Happy days, happy days, sun shining through my window. I can't change, well, I can't change, I've been learning how to let go, yeah. But some things are easier said than done, yeah. But some things are easier said than done. I just played a show last night for 500 people, and I can remember, like, two years ago, making music in my grandma's basement, trying to hide that *** from everyone, because I didn't want anyone to hear the *** I was making, and then last night I had people sing, I had people sing ***ing words along with me. I just, I don't even know, I don't even know what to say. Honestly, I don't. To, like, finally make a full project of work, a full body of work, I don't even know what the *** I'm saying, dude, like, to finally make something that's, like, complete, that represents who I am, that represents all the *** that I've been through, all the *** that we've been through, it just, I don't know, man, it just feels like, it's just a, it's an emotional experience, kind of, because, like, oh my god, I remember, I remember taking all the money I made, all the money I got from my school loan, I got a loan in the bank, my mom had to, like, co-sign it to go to college, but instead of going to class, I used all my money to go drive to Toronto and record songs, and I wouldn't tell her, I guess she's gonna find out now, though, after I make this, oh man, jeez, crazy, I just can't believe it, I really can't, I thought no one would ever listen to my music, I thought, I thought that some of the *** I'm doing now was just, wasn't even ever gonna be possible for me, it just seemed so crazy, yeah, it just seemed like it was impossible, I don't even know how to say it in a better way, but it just seemed impossible, and now to look at the *** we've done, it's just like, damn, I don't even, I don't even know, I start to kind of think, like, it sounds cheesy, I know it sounds ***ing cheesy, but I start to always think, like, maybe this was supposed to happen, because everything that I've been through has somehow led to, like, this point, you know, the people I've met, the experiences, the *** I've been through, it just seems to all lead down one road, and no matter what I do, like, to try to change that, if I, I don't even know how, I don't even know if I want to change that, but no matter what I do, it just seems to always just guide me down this path, and I'm not sure what the hell that is, if that's God or some ***, I don't know what it is, but it just makes me think, like, maybe everything I'm doing, maybe every person I meet, every experience that happens is, like, maybe this is supposed to happen, maybe there's, like, maybe there's a meaning behind this, maybe, like, I don't even know what the *** I'm saying, but, like, if you understand, you understand, maybe not, but, yeah. That's all I got. More than music. I ***ing love y'all. I hope you enjoyed this ***. I don't even know what to say. I love y'all so much. Appreciate you.