3am, my phone lights up the room
But it's never you I already knew
Your name still lives inside my head
Even though our last words were left unread
I type your name,
then erase the line
Pride says stop,
but my heart won't lie
You left me all red like I didn't mean a thing
Like loving you was just another broken dream
I gave you my nights,
my truth,
my tears You walked away so quiet,
so quiet
I'm still standing
here Your life still echoes an empty space
I see your ghost in every face I tell myself I'm
moving on
But missing you feels like my favorite song I smile in public,
a break when alone
I never felt mercy and knew you were gone You left me all red,
but I stayed on hold
Found someone new,
I found the pain Calling out your name,
forever
Maybe I care more than I should
Maybe loving you felt too good
If silence is your way to say goodbye
Then why does it still make me cry?
You left me all red,
now I'm learning to heal Trying to forget how you made me feel
I wish you were here 3am,
I turn off the phone
Learning how to be alone