I've been staring at the sea Trying not to feel a thing
Every night I fight the feeling Of the pain your memory brings
Your sweater's on the chair still
Your perfume in the air still
And I pretend I'm fine But I
can't escape the way I feel
I replay every word you said Every promise stuck inside my head
You said forever then you disappeared Now all I'm left with is fear
Cause you left me in the silence
With a heart that's breaking quietly
I'm drowning in the moments
Of the love you took away from me
I'm crying in the darkness
Wishing you were here beside me
But all I have is time So why'd you leave me here so blindly?
I've been walking through the memories
Stopping all the shattered dreams
And your touch now feels like it's pulling me beneath
Your pictures on my phone still Your messages I scroll still
Trying to find a sign that you ever loved me for real
I replay every word you said Every promise stuck inside my head
I try to move on but I fall again How do you heal from the end?
Cause you left me in the silence
With a heart that's breaking quietly
I'm drowning in the moments
Of the love you took away from me
I'm crying in the darkness
Wishing you were here beside me
But all I have is silence Why'd you leave me here so blindly?
Maybe someday I'll forget your face
Find someone new to fill this space
But right now I'm lost in the ache
Trying to breathe, trying not to break
You left me in the silence Now I'm learning how to live again
But every time the night falls I still whisper your name