To go this far
And to leave all that with a newer beginning
It seems so hard
I can’t do all that without losing a part of me
To look so tough
To endure the pain till the night from the morning
It feels so rough
Every time I turn the phone on the pain just keeps coming

Cause I don’t wanna say goodbye
For countless times that I have tried
To break the ice and keep the mood alive
With all the lies I tell myself at times
The hellish nights I had to fight
To say “I’m fine” while dying out inside
But ok
I’ll take my leave
Okay
I’ll leave you be

Hey
How’re you doing?
Can I ask about your day and the life you’ve been living
Well, great
That’s amazing
Seems like you’re happy with your choices and did what you wanted
Oh, wait
It’s confusing
You’re still clueless ‘bout the things that I’ve done, that I’m doing
Okay
This is pointless
But I can’t find myself a way to get through this

Guess I don’t wanna say goodbye
For countless times that I have tried
To break the ice and keep the mood alive
With all the lies I tell myself at times
The hellish nights I had to fight
To say “I’m fine” while dying out inside
But ok
I’ll take my leave
Okay
I’ll leave you be

Is this the end?
Will we find ourselves in the arms of another?
Will I forget
All the time I thought we were made for each other?

Cause I don’t wanna say goodbye
For countless times that I have tried
To break the ice and keep the mood alive
With all the lies I tell myself at times
The hellish nights I had to fight
To say “I’m fine” while dying out inside
So ok
I’ll take my leave
Okay
I’ll leave you be