When I sing, you're not there My sounds are still sharp In the night I make the mix hard again Make the mix hard again Yes, I mix with my heart Make the best out of your life Pots with a pile of *** The trick is respirator mask And buy your Sprite All the drugs and the boats from up there Lied, they lied And I tear my head off, ey Let's see if you still laugh, ey If you finally see me If you finally see me And I tear my head off, ey Let's see if you still laugh, ey Because that's how you deserve me Because that's how you deserve me Ey, and I wait with the needle in the blade The synopsis of your language I only come out when you're there My reflex is, yes then I flex And you don't check, yes then I text And you don't come and tear me apart I'm Pisces and I know That I prefer to be alone with myself That I don't trust anyone and see in Maybe I don't always do something good Maybe I didn't bleed enough Maybe I put it on a pedestal Maybe I just imagine everything Maybe it's just a big test Maybe I'll keep drinking until tomorrow And I tear my head off, ey Let's see if you still laugh, ey If you finally see me If you finally see me And I tear my head off, ey Let's see if you still laugh, ey Because that's how you deserve me Because that's how you deserve me Because that's how you deserve me Because that's how you deserve me Because that's how you deserve me