I wanna die, every time that I'm sober Craving the high, every night pull me closer The bags on my eyes, telling my mind that I'm older The tears from my eyes, don't seem to dry, it's not over I know that I've felt it a million times It's the closest I'll get to living a happy life Kill the light, kill the light The pain on my face, clear as day I'm not alright Cover my shame, every way till it's out of sight Slowing my pace, bring me a cage and I'll lock it Don't remember my name, it's all the same I can't stop it I know that I've felt it a million times It's the closest I'll get to living a happy life I know that I've felt it a million times It's the closest I'll get to living a happy life Kill the light, kill the light Kill the light, kill the light