I wanna love,
I wanna live
I wanna bleed and heal and learn not to forgive
I don't want to be tamed
I wanna be your shade
I wanna try,
I wanna fail And jeez,
when I get nervous I still wanna bite my nails
I want to get burned,
cause that is how you learn
And baby,
when you stumble it's okay to be depressed At night I work so hard,
people say that I'm obsessed
I can't hear it anymore,
girl,
your life's a mess It's just the way I like it,
and so I don't give a damn
Everybody hurts sometimes, girl, we all
lose our minds
We all got monsters chasing us,
ghosts
shouting our guts
Everybody's scared sometimes,
when it gets dark at night
But the best genius
in the end kept me on still, yes
I wanna hide,
I wanna seek I wanna feel so pretty but still wanna be
a freak I'm never in time,
cause I'm never in time
Cause I'm stuck in my blue mind,
I sing so loud,
I dance so wild Never wanna grow up,
I don't wanna be a child I wanna
lose control, cause that's how you let go
Don't make it itch,
make it burn Tell me I'll never learn,
let me back,
let me snap Let me eat some real *,
make me shiver,
take my fear Tell me what I wanna hear,
turn it up,
fill my cup Pull me in,
pull me out,
give me more,
then take it back Paint it white,
paint it black,
make me feel,
make it real Make it hard,
let me deal,
make me cry,
take my side,
let me live,
baby