I guess my days are brighter
I guess I'm kinda feeling lighter
Not on my bill, but somehow still not over you
Guess what would've happened if it wasn't
a better place when you weren't a man
And if I'm living with you,
I'm waking up with a flow
And it's my fault,
cause I should've known better
You got me messed up, sleeping in the bathtub
Drinking all the alcohol that I don't feel like drinking
Breaking bones in my body when I'm feeling problematic
Fighting all the people I don't feel like fighting
I'm a mess right now,
I'm a mess right now,
I'm a mess right now
And I can keep it right,
keep it right,
keep it right
Touch his body,
stays afire Shooting down the stars like she's Orion
Still under my skin,
though you are not here I'm not over you
Guess what would've happened if it wasn't
a better place when you weren't a man
And if I'm living with you,
I'm waking up with a flow And it's my fault,
cause I should've known better
I'm hurting, I'm regretting
At least I'm a little calmer,
I'm not clenching my fists
I'm trying to keep myself busy so I
get over easy But still I'm a dick,
and I wouldn't be fine no better
You got me messed up,
sleeping in the bathtub Drinking all the
alcohol that I don't feel like drinking
Breaking bones in my body when I'm feeling problematic
Fighting all the people I don't feel like fighting
I'm a mess right now, I'm a mess right now,
I'm a mess right now
And I can keep it right,
keep it right,
keep it right