Stand up, they're like, what do you got against Lee? Playing down his first tape, resent it by 10 deep Spendin' money like ***in' because I ain't cheap Look, when you go away, it ain't *** that you can keep Feel like ***in', we partyin', goin' mad dumb Up and down, all these SoHo girls wanna have fun Life is easy when all you doin' is takin' photos She got a couple of scars, but she don't like to show those Her agent books her a cuppa and everything is great I can't recall where I met her, a simple twist of fate She ain't used to all-nighters, so she thinks six is late The sun is up and these demons still tryna pass a plate Couple drugs in my system, faded, my vision is blurry Phone on 1%, I call the Uber quick in a hurry Die, *** it, I'm here, now my phone is dead I'm ***ed up, I know I should go to bed, but *** it We don't never really sleep, I'm still up now Dodgin' rain drops, tryna duck clouds I don't *** with people, I don't like crowds This my world and I don't give a *** now, yeah Got me thinkin' bout my life If I could do it all again, I'd do it twice If I could do it all again, Lord, forgive me for my sins This city never sleeps under bright lights Can't believe my brother died outside of grandma's house He just took a bullet to the brain, now I'm standin' under a cloud I'm never gonna give a *** about you now That's why I ride around with a stain and there ain't no lookin' down As a youngin', the devil pulled up and mama gave him my soul Yeah, you try and buy your masters back and then you'll ditch the gold How you gon' tell me about this life when you ain't got your soul? Drug you up like a puppet and then they goin' take control I lost my brother, had to go ahead and look at my life If I regret it, I'm just gon' head and just eat that ice If I'm in Englewood, then I'm just with my blood or ice I'm on a time where I might just go ahead and risk my life See all them times when you do don't know you gon' pay the price I swear that karma the biggest bitch I met up in my life In this industry, that's all they know is sacrifice They try to, go tell me, they just wanna take my life We don't never really sleep, I'm still up now Dodgin' rain drops, tryna duck clouds I don't *** with people, I don't like crowds It's my world and I don't give a *** now, yeah Got me thinkin' bout my life If I could do it all again, I'd do it twice If I could do it all again, Lord forgive me for my sins This city never sleeps under bright lights, yeah