Honestly, I didn't think I'd end up here This time, or anywhere at all I'm distant just enough to never fall behind Picturing the saddest scene of wearing bedsheets And two pets on the back, it just takes time It's getting late, since when did taking time take all my life? Mommy, I'm afraid I've been talking to the hotline again It's stirring, but the ripples always sink out the ones that carry me I blocked out the month of February for support At least I have this year, I won't be worrying anyone at all As we speak, I'm here to meet devils for tea Peering round the corner of my life I throw my drink into the faces of my demise At 30, your honey's gonna ask you what the hell is wrong with me And you'll find a way, an answer from your throat comes crawling in And you'll never see it end Thanks for watching!